Just like daddy

This picture might be inappropriate and people might be annoyed but I can't help but post this.

I caught Grace doing this. . . her daddy would be so proud.

Megan Doerr

I love you!

Two years

Dear mom,

It's been two years since you died. I can't believe that we have made it this long without you.

I wanted to write you a letter because you need to know that ALL OF US still love you and think about you daily. Each night during prayers Gracie and I say an extra blessing for you. We want God to help you know that we are thinking about you and love you and miss you dearly.

I'm really sad that you didn't get to know your grandchildren better. I'm sad that Gracie only has memories of you and most of them are fuzzy. She clearly remembers feeding you ice chips when you were in the hospital 4 days before you died. She loves to talk about how she told you to open wide and how you really enjoyed the ice chips. But she still has very little time invested in you. Megan has less and you didn't get a chance to hold Andrew, Benny, or your namesake Audrey. I hate that. I feel like all these kids got cheated. But worse than that I feel like you got cheated.

When it came to your grandkids you would do anything. You lived for them and they made you so happy. I have many friends that couldn't believe how much you did for your grandkids; clothes, sleepovers, special treats, picking up from daycare, etc. It's so unfair that you only got such a short time with them before you died. I know there's a reason for that. God always has a plan but I still wish I knew it. I don't know if it would make it any easier but I do like to be in the know.

I promise to keep your memory alive for my little ones. Grace has some tangible things but Little Audrey will only have stories. I will tell them about you and all the sacrifices you made as an Army wife and as a mom of me. I know that that was super hard!!

It is an honor to have my littlest daughter named after you. It makes me think of you more often than just daily. I hope that she will always live up to your name.

I love you and miss you so much.

Thanks for being my mom and always populating my memories.

Love,
Lori

Update on Grace

As you can see from the picture, she still loves her baby sister. In fact, she refers to her as "my baby". I couldn't be luckier!!

I caught her doing this. . .

I am so proud of Grace. She truly loves her baby sister.

Here she is playing pat-a-cake with Auddie. I totally caught her and it was great!!